diva

yo yo yo people!

it’s like been ages i have not blog here. well, i’m just doing it now becuz i’m killing time and waiting for my lab test to come. so right now i am at my sch library..

ATTN: LADIES,

Victoria’s Secret is having sales! (online website). U all might wanna go check it out cuz i think it’s really worth it u know. cuz above us100, u dun have to pay shippin charges. so get a few more ladies and start buying!!

GUYS out there, do not be sad. u can buy too!! for ur gf’s as gifts and i bet with you, she’ll love you like there’s no tomorrow. =)

Shop on!~

Salut!~

so long no blog. so let me do one here.

been working like for the past 6days straight.. and nothing seems to be right at work. the last 2 days of opening is like the most jia lat. lets start wif fri’s opening. as the shift manager, i did the ordering for my store. den it’s like u noe a fm only.. wan to do a weekend ordering like a bit not right lehs. but i still did it anyway. my rm had it check thru for me. well nothing seems to be wrong, only until ytd, many pdts not enuff.. and yade-yade.. on mon, i did my store ordering too. cuz i’m the only manager working.. my m mgr sick.. hais.. ordering to me is like a stock investment game. either u bring in all u wan, or roll nothing. there’s like no formula to help you thru it. hais.. can for see next 2days while i’m away, there’s gonna be havoc due to shortage of products and sort.. hais…

i blame myself.. for being inexperience.

ah! this is like the most irritating for me after i have chosen to go back to study. i mean, come’on.. to me, handling test and exams are like tearing my brains apart? and seriously, i will never never have enough time to study no matter how many hours i am in sch and attempt to study at home and at night. i need to be motivated and accompanied. at times, i will be distracted..

no doubt, i finally have to admit that now, i am distracted. but den, i am already punishing myself. study with my frens in sch till late and leave just enough time for me to travel home not too late and make it in time for work like yesterday and later, and somehow tomorrow though i finish sch like 1pm, but will be studyin till bout 3plus and rush home to bath and change to work by 6. gosh.. real hectic… but i must survive it. to make a little more income for my on coming trip. hehes… a little sacrifice goes a long way….

today after wokr going to study with mai.. den tml sch at 9am.. dam*.. but i will make it. *humph!~

**once again, thanks for being there.

sometimes i just wonder, why is it always so hard to forget the past and move on? we can forgive(maybe not so easily) but can we forget as well and move on to walk the later part of life? i mean, friends we will always be, and i really mean friends. treat a way u will treat just a friend. if u say be friends, mean it and honor it. it’s not i am not willing to be friends. i cannot find a way to face you. i feel that if i were to see you, the episode between us, is too harsh and yet, nothing can be done to revert the situation that took place.

can anyone tell me, why we can forgive and never forget?

wish i can stay in here for as long as i can. so long, i have not felt like this already. being loved and in love with someone. woohoo!~ this feeling is like, fantastic? wonderful? exciting?

but, i never expect that i can miss someone so much more and i used to miss. i mean, when i can’t get to see or meet, i will want to die die hear the voice no matter wad. in the past, i can just make do away the miss if i can’t meet by just a simple phone call. but now, if i can’t meet, i die die will kick a small fuss and get some needed attention and make sure the other party is aware of it. hahas.. demanding rite.. but i not all the time like that de hors.. got limit myself also la.. hahas..

nowdays, i’m trying real hard to stay slim. i want to thin down. like getting fatter and fatter by the hours.. joined my sch’s a/c club. hope the training can make me slim.. have stop going to the bishan doctor for medication.. den like fat back lehs.. hmmms.. i mean, i dun mind lettin people know last time i used to take pills to slim.. a bit of improvement la.. den now like very far to go lo.. sch at tampiness, go bishan.. like travel half of sg le leh.. hmms..  every wed now i go bbdc from sch, i also feel like dying in the ride le lors. my car expiring leh.. shld renew not? but i sure won’t have the finance to make it de lo.. think better concentrate on my bike lo.. den again, i’m gettin a helmet. where on earth shld i keep it??? urgh…. irritating.

shall stop here, time to do work. got a test tml.

i know this is like late but er.. i have to do this or i really feel bad.

firstly, i would like to thank all the pple who gave me presents.
namely, my mgt team BM, u all rock my life man!! green apple DKNY perfume.
from michelle, perlini heart-shaped necklace and earring set. Love you!
from jia yi, a roxy bag. thanks sister.
from my remaining sisters, yuying, baohui, kelly, yihsien, fer. very lovely sunglasses. the intention behind it is even better! and not forgetting the very HOLY and FULFILLING meal. i won’t forget it ok..  THANKS PEOPLE!
and lastly from you. really thanks. really appreciated that..

thank you pple. love all of you.

its so nice to be happy, sha-la-la-la..

hehes.. yeah.. bday drawing nearer and nearer. can’t wait for it to come. dunno why. this year i’m like especially looking forward to it. hmms. this yr, i can say. i am very contented and very satisfied with myself and the things i’ve done and prepared for my b-day.

firstly will be going to eat sakura with fer at marine parade.

secondly, got my hair highlighted.

thirdly, went on a shopping spree!~ *bought 2 new heels, 2 new tops..

fourthly, i got my hair cut earlier.

fifth, met up majority of my sisters ytd on a unplanned day. just so happened that we’re all free. ate at road side stall opp bugis, took neoprints and eat swensens for dessert. my treat to the sisters!

sixth, found the love of my life. hoping he will not make me wait in vain. cuz i’m waiting for him. miss him so so much right now.

seventh, on my bday its like so much of fun and exercise! gonna go cycling and work it all out! den all going home to wash up for a (hoping it to be) delicious dinner. and going over to party the night out at st james-power station, next hoping over to the cannery-clinic, and lastly final destination MOS. hahas, we all(the gers) noe the route is so long.(cuz its a ger thing.!) hope tt day i won’t be drunk. *gulps!!~ (pray for me people!)

eighth, went to marina south with my parents today for dinner as my b-day celebration. initially i wanted a eat all together for my sisters de.. but a bit difficult la. cuz we will be going somewhere partying den not very convenient to go there lo. hahas.. long wanted to go there with my parents. hahas. yippie!

ok. temporary up to here. got more den i add on.

i gave up. and i tried. and finally!! i got my own blog otter friendster! ahas..

hehes.. my bday coming. have already received a few presents. most importantly, gotten it from my most beloved sister, michelle!! yea!! also from my workplace, bukit merah mcdonalds’ the management team, my dkny-green apple perfume!! THANK YOU folks.

anyone else wanna come forth with presents?? not all i will accept one ok..

arghh!! think i’m really a computer idiot. i’ve been trying to build my blog somewhere else so i can have a better lookin blog. but somehow my intelligence is like kinda low on such stuff. hmms. wdeva.

i’ll blog again soon.